Single mommy of three little ones...really? That's
'my' story?? No way! But yes, this is the next chapter in my God story. I have often wondered, of all things that could happen to me, why this? Why can't I have the perfect little family, a nice house....why did I get stuck in the middle of corn fields hundreds of miles from family?
The first truth is that nothing on this earth is perfect. We have our fantasies, and we have the entertainment venues to fuel those fantasies, whether it be movies, TV, books, etc. We even can listen to the stories of our friends' lives and begin to envy them and covet what they have. But just as Jesus told Peter by what death he would glorify God and then said (paraphrasing here) "if I will that John remain alive until I return again, what is that to you," we need to remember that we all have a different story in life. God created each one unique, and He will glorify Himself in our lives in a way specific to how He created us.
The second truth is that God has a plan for this. He has already worked it for good to many who love Him! I am much stronger today in many ways than I was one year ago. But it's not my strength,
it's the power in Jesus that sustains me. I also complain about much less today. When life is in a state of status
quo, we can find any little thing to complain about.."'ugh, we're having chicken for supper again?" How trite! Why not think this way "praise you God that we can eat chicken for dinner, and PLEASE bless those little children and families in Zambia (or wherever) with a morsel of food for today. I am humbled by your lavish mercy to me."
I this week witnessed a little boy, probably in Kindergarten, who had to be carried into the school kicking and screaming by the assistant principal. One year ago my thought would've been "what a heathen boy, and geez, what kind of terrible things are his parents teaching him in how to behave." But this week, my thoughts were this: "Oh how that aches my heart, God is there some way I can help? I remember Lily going through the same thing recently. I wonder what terrible things this boy must be enduring to make him so upset." And then my mind wandered to how God has delivered us from days like that. I also thought about how I could use my experience to help another child, another family...how can I use our experience to comfort others as the book of James tells us about?
I have a luxurious life! I am pampered by God! I am not worried about what I will eat, what I will drink, where I will sleep tonight. My children and I are healthy. I'm in a country where, for now, I do not have to fear for my life while worshipping and serving our Creator. My focus in every situation is to be about God's work, and that work for me is to nourish myself in His word, nourish my children in His word and bring the light of Christ to those who God brings to my circle everyday. I am to glorify God in everything!
"This is my story, this is my song. Praising my Savior all the day long!" ~Fanny Crosby